vday

polaroids taken over the week and the bouquet of folded roses that jx did for me <3

unlike the others,

you never gave up on me though i let you down a couple of times due to my insecurities. i'm really thankful to have you in my life,though we're gonna be busy with school/internship in mar,i hope that we will cross this obstacle together,hand in hand.

女孩很害怕

由始至終我還是無法把我心裡想說出來的話說出來.

我害怕面對你的答案,也害怕自己無法招架.

我很害怕.

2012!

hello everyone! its 2012!

so....some small updates about my life....

1) internship @ St Regis!


had an interview on the 29th and was told that results would only be out in a week or two butttttt i received this piece of good news within 3 days! kinda looking forward to interning in a hotel but definitely not looking forward to starting internship almost a month before my friends start school :(



2) ^^

till next time!

merry xmas!

feeling really happy today :)

and once again,i hope that this will last.

MERRY XMAS!

Nuff said.

i cant get things right.

therefore i dont deserve anything.

if you know me well,

you would have noticed that i'm no longer the same April.

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in the past,i liked being the one to protect my friends. most of the time i would be the leader in the clique and would go all out just to protect all my friends which are very precious to me. thinking back,i'm really in awe about how i managed to throw all my pride away and stand by all my friends no matter whatever happens. i'm so strong in the past but what about now?

i'm the one being protected by all my friends now. i cry and whine to them about how my life sucks and they would do the job which i used to do. they treat me like a princess and call me princess too. i'm happy that i have friends who protect me but what if i become a spoilt girl?

i want to be like the past too. but where do i start from?

if you are still reading,

yes i lied. ive yet to move on. i'm still on the same spot where i was a year ago.

i miss him and i cannot deny.

you.

i know i can be myself when i'm with you. i am not afraid to cry infront of you.

don't go.

fortunate girl.

i'm such a lucky girl to have met so many wonderful friends in poly. i should stop whining that my life sucks cos i'm really blessed and lucky to have all of them :



year 1 sem 1 : W45L

my dearest Js. this bunch of people need no introduction as they are known to be my best friends. they've been there for me since the start and i know that there will be no end to their concern and care for me. though we've drifted apart since we are in different courses and classes,i still miss them so much every now and then. thanks alot guys,thanks for listening to my never ending whines,thanks for calling me xgz willingly and treating me like one. i love you all :)



year 1 sem 2 : E26G

i dont have a proper photo of my clique in class. i'm really glad to know everyone of them as they all make me happy! yi yi ge ge,wenyi,pamela,zilah,jianhui and siangyee have always been there to talk to me,to make me happy and throw my frowns away and changing them to a smile. i know i can rely on you guys ;)



year 2 sem 1: W55E

my cutie pies! i took really long to bond and find a group of close friends in this semester. once again i know i can always seek comfort in them as they are forever there to listen to my complains. i even found a friend who stays in the opp block and always meets me to listen to me though we're not in the same class anymore. thanks guys,i really thank all of you :)

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i'm a fortunate girl. i will learn to be happy.