if you know me well,

you would have noticed that i'm no longer the same April.

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in the past,i liked being the one to protect my friends. most of the time i would be the leader in the clique and would go all out just to protect all my friends which are very precious to me. thinking back,i'm really in awe about how i managed to throw all my pride away and stand by all my friends no matter whatever happens. i'm so strong in the past but what about now?

i'm the one being protected by all my friends now. i cry and whine to them about how my life sucks and they would do the job which i used to do. they treat me like a princess and call me princess too. i'm happy that i have friends who protect me but what if i become a spoilt girl?

i want to be like the past too. but where do i start from?